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OMG my boyfriend scared me for a second.
Well, I am dating a soldier and with that comes all the danger and risks involved.
He makes me feel beautiful at my worst. He doesn’t express his affections with just words. I can feel his love from the way he adorably kisses me at his drunkest, the way he always kisses me goodbye, the way he indirectly but passionately sings to me because of how shy he is, the way I encourage his love for music, the way he playfully teases me, the way he surprises me with details about myself showing that he knows me better than I thought, the way he lets me do what I want, and the list can go on forever and ever.
I think I started falling for him when I found out how ridiculously passionate he was with music. Or maybe it was when I asked him to describe what he finds to be attractive in the opposite sex, he unknowingly described the non-physical traits that I possess. I then started staying up late, which messed up my bed schedule and went back to becoming an insomniac. I would stay up so late just to talk to him for hours until he went to sleep on the other side of the world.
The more I found out about him, both the bad and the good, the more I liked him. It just seemed so unreal that I had to see him for myself. I remember him coming to visit me on his days off just to see me and hang out with me. I knew then how much he already liked me. I had no idea he loved me until my birthday when he cutely whispered to me while drunk that he had a secret he needed to tell me. It was then he uttered the words: “I love you”.
Ever since then, I have been thinking about it on and off.
He taught me to love by making me learn how to love myself first. It was then that I realized I loved him.
All my life, I never imagined myself every meeting anyone special; but here I am, loving this wonderful man that never asked once asked me to love him back. He would utter: “I love you” every time and told me I didn’t have to say it back to him. Then one day, I just felt I had to tell him because it felt so right.